The Darkness Within

This is for those who currently find themselves with their temples painfully pounding. For those who are aware or unaware of the possible root of their affliction. For those who wake up screaming from nightmares only to arise with what seems like laughter at your expense. For those who’s eye or eyes seem to no longer submit to your command alone, as if someone else is residing within you simultaneously commanding orders. For those who hear, feel, and see the silhouettes that are darker than night, fluidly moving about with no regards to our simplistic boundaries we call walls or doors. For those who find themselves paying unusual attention to signs in the forms of numbers or letters. For those who have experienced firsthand speaking a word that was not your intention to do. For those who are scared, that don’t understand, who must not mention this for fear of being not only judged but pushed aside.

I’m here to tell you one thing. I do understand. God understands. His Angels understand. His son Jesus understands. You are NOT alone.  I once found a book , presenting itself nicely upon the floor waiting for me to find it, at one of the worst points in my life. The book had several categories in it. A few that I remember are: Clairvoyance, Automatic writing, and Telepathy. One quote that still stands out til this day is:

“Easy is the descent to hell, difficult, exceedingly difficult is the way back.” ~ unknown

We have to be careful with the things we read, the things we experiment with, the things that spike our curiosity, the things that open doors that we may not know how to close.

I would like to share a related bible scripture which is in Ephesians 6:10, which reads:

“Last of all I want to remind you that your strength must come from the Lord’s mighty power within you. Put on all God’s armor so that you will be able to stand safe against all strategies and tricks of Satan. For we are not fighting against people made of flesh and blood, but against persons without bodies–the evil rulers of the unseen world, those mighty Satanic beings and evil princes of darkness who rule this world, and against huge numbers of wicked spirits in the spirit world.” (TLB version)

Don’t feel like your alone. Don’t feel like no one understands. If you are eager to find your way out, search out God. Even if it pains you to hear about God, the bible or anything Christian related. Stop and think for a minute and ask yourself:

Why do I have these feelings of hate and anger when someone mentions God or the bible? Why do I have all these thoughts I shouldn’t be having while I’m praying?

Our bodies are similar to a vase which can hold a single flower or many flowers inside. Our bodies as well can hold our spirit alone or that of another or others.

If this is happening it should be clearly evident it is all the more reason to push harder, to read more, to stand strong and fight your ground, your not weak. Your strong in Christ all you have to do is arm yourself with the right tools. With the right knowledge.  We must fight hard against the things we feel are against our will yet seem so desirable.

One of the most important things is obedience. Through obedience comes deliverance. When you find yourself praying and suddenly you see a mental image of an item, article, movie, possession, something that belongs to you, when you feel or sense God is telling you to do something, to act, to go throw it away, to cut it up, to rid yourself of it, to NOT go over there, to NOT stop there, to turn around, to flush it…….  do it.

Do not give it extra time to think it over. Do not give it more time by telling yourself, “I’ll just do it later.” You are being empowered and guided to do it right now. At this very moment. And when you do, it’s almost as if you can hear the applause of God’s Angels encouraging you on, letting you know. Job well done.

If you need a ear to listen or have a question or concern, I’ll do all that I can to share with you all that I know,  which I must say, I’ve only come to know through the grace of God.

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